I zigzag in and out of my anxiety.
The pandemic has messed things up so much for me and millions of people that I feel helpless. Thankfully, I don’t dwell too much. As the lockdown progresses, I spend the waking part of my days worrying and getting emails that plunge me deeper into more worry. I spend the latter part watching movies and laughing at funny stuff on twitter. I even bake sometimes. I made butter from cream like The little house on the Prairie. It was really good. Anyway, I hope you are all doing great and finding things, just like I am, that keep you from dwelling in ‘it’.
It’s like Olaf says: “We are calling ‘this’, controlling what you can when things feels out of control.”